Generally Awesome

When you call me pathetic because I’m sitting home watching TV while on the computer, remember that you are the one getting wasted and won’t remember tomorrow.

When you tell me I”m not ‘living’, remember what I”ve done that you haven’t.

When you tell me that you love me, remember that I’ve never said it back.

When you tell me you want me, remember that i do not want you.

Fuck me. Fuck me. Fuck me. Scared scared scared. Why would they come here? They don’t know your address. Did he tell them? I thought i heard a door. My heart is racing. Footsteps!? fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck. I didn’t do anything wrong. Whewwww calm down. I don’t hear the noises anymore. You didn’t tell them your address they don’t know. They don’t know. They don’t know. God stop shaking. Calm down. He’s home and everything is fine. Quit being paranoid, you’re okay.

What the fucking fuck? I’m sitting here worried fucking out of mind because i didn’t know where you went and now your family is all on my case telling me how i’m gonna get the cops called on me? YOU WEREN’T HERE. WHAT IN FUCKING FUCK FUCKITY FUCK FUCKS WAS I SUPPOSED TO DO!?!?! I’m shaking because I’m so fucking nervous. What in fucking hell? I’m so confused!? I don’t know who is calling me or texting me and I just want to talk to you and see where you went? Now I’m freaking out, my blood is surging and i can almost hear it. My fingers are cold and my hands are clammy. Don’t ever fucking scare me like this again. What the fuck!? Fuck me. I’m so scared. The police? What were they going to do? Search my tiny ass house? HE WASN’T HERE, they would’ve classified him as a runaway. You’d be S.O.L. And you’d loose him.  WHATTHEFUCKIMSOSHAKINGIFEELLIKEABOWLOFJELLOINANEARTHQUAKE!!!!!